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My Kidney and ME | Mopane Grove

My Kidney and ME

A winter to forget

 

In early June, whilst Knysna was burning and I feared the fate of my family, I needed to head to a major city for the first time in years, sadly taking me in the opposite direction. All I needed were my transplant meds, perhaps have a budding Nephrologist take a look at the kidney and adjust meds. I never expected life to take such a turn, to distressfully whip me out of that patch of Mopane that was home, past elephants strolling by and into four walls of depressing despondency.

 

In order for me to comprehend the occurrences of the last few months, I have felt the need to document it, leave it in LCD ink, on a screen, so that I don’t dwell on it nor get stuck by it. I need to be moving on.

 

A renal biopsy

 

I arrived at the transplant ward of the huge provincial hospital out of the blue. A busy staff were tending patients on the ward, outpatients coming and going and I managed to begin the never-ending paperwork that was needed to become an outpatient here. Typically this takes a day and it duly did, with an appointment for a biopsy the next week.

 

It was great timing, the Mansimvula AGM was on the weekend and I thought I would be away from Mopane Grove for no more than ten days.

 

The biopsy went quite smoothly; a lot less painful than the one I had had so long ago when I was first diagnosed with a renal disease.

 

It was unfortunate that being in Jozi in timing with winter exacerbated things but we certainly don’t choose our moments in time. It was taking weeks for the biopsy results to come through as the government mortuaries and pathologists were on a strike of some sort. With me being on immunosuppressive therapy and having not been in the city for years, my contact with wintercity’s first strike skipped the casual cold and flu and struck as Pneumonia. And it was a painful episode.

 

Pneumonia

 

 

It closed up my chest and left very little room to breathe, I was in agony with each coughing fit that would last an eternity. It put me flat on my back for several weeks and it was during this time that the biopsy results came in. I think at first they let me see my charts, I look them over every day that I can. I think they knew when I had googled enough, that they decided that they could break the news about what was wrong and the decided treatment.

FSGS

 

It appeared that a similar type of nephritis that destroyed my old kidneys was now responsible for taking up residence in my new kidney and attacking the nephrons accordingly. In order to aggressively treat these naughty nephrons and their attacking glomeruli, a course of chemotherapy was prescribed to attack the problem: Focal Segmental Glomerulosclerosis and Cyclophosphamide became new words in my dictionary. I was to have six sessions, each a month apart.

 

Only there was another problem.

 

After weeks of a being in a cold hospital room with no sight of the sun and no sign of the moon, I couldn’t do anything but lie there and sleep when I could. I was inactive and the oedema in the legs got worse. It was probably then that a thrombosis began to form in one of my legs. But it was hiding!

 

I remember the day I wobbled and shuffled and chuckled at Tim Conway as I made my way out of the not so funny building and had the enormous pleasure of flopping onto a real bed, replete with fluffy duvet and magically soft blankets at Mike and Gill but it didn’t last long.

Pulmonary Thrombosis

 

It wasn’t too shortly after that, that the other problem arose. It started with a feeling that I was sleeping on a small rubber ball, like a squash/racquetball. As I became aware of it, it became a little harder and bigger until it felt like a football and it began to impede my breathing.

Soon every breath was becoming painful and I imagined all sorts of things going wrong.

 

I never imagined what I was in for. I had left it a bit late and it took quite some time to admit me and then order bloods and scans, so by the time I was meant to be on a radioactive VQ scanner I could barely uncurl myself from the floor, to stand for the machine. I don’t have the imagination to think about how I would have dealt with it at Mopane Grove. I wouldn’t have survived the time to get treatment there.

 

The scan and symptoms indicated a pulmonary thrombosis, a dangerous and debilitating clot in the lung.

 

It obviously soon became a priority and took some weeks to treat, along with all other treatments for the kidney, pneumonia and FSGS. This added a whole new chemical to the mix; blood thinners! And INR’s and soon, more chemo and a circus act not seen before in a hospital.
(That’s not talking about the lack of funding and equipment and procedures and practices and lack of staff and machines for too many patients and, and, and….)

 

I forget a small interlude.

 

Always an interlude.

 

I have had a carcinoma thing on my chest for years, and one day, out of the blue, after stopping the warfarin and clexane the day before; a surgeon marched in, promptly anaesthetized the area and cut it out! Yes, I gave permission, signed consent and was actually very happy with a new scar rather than an unsightly fleshy protuberance, the only problem was that no one obliged when, after a couple of weeks, I asked every day about removing the stitches. I eventually did it myself.

On Going Home

 

Once I was breathing better and I had been given my meds for the month, there was a little bit of time until my next chemo session that was scheduled mid-September. I was finding my feet again after more than three months in the city, in and out of the transplant ward, enduring debilitating illnesses and time away from home I had not expected. There was a little more than two weeks that I could be home, recharge and find some way to settle into this new regime of travelling to the city once a month, do the chemo, recover, and Go Home!

 

Stevie Nicks’ voice ringing it out.

 

I picked up a bit of shopping in Hoedspruit, along with the Landie that had a little work done too and we headed away from the most beautiful sunset over the Drakensberg Mountains behind us and a darkening starry sky ahead, filled with Mopane secrets, scents and nocturnal sounds.

 

Of course, the Grove was a mess. An ele had snapped a couple of large  Mopanes at the fireplace but they were aligned with the log wall that I salvaged from being burnt. It was my aloes and succulents along the facing wall of the bungalow that had had their share of teeth. An ele had eaten the bigger plants, duiker and porcupine had leveled the rest and the bandits were clearly back, having dug up snails and grubs and uprooted the mini aloes before they could flower. The Bandits being Meep and his crew of Banded Mongoose.

 

For the days that followed, squirrels were in their hole in the Knobthorn, Monty the monitor prowled about and there was water in the birdbath with resident waxbills, tits and finches and all I wanted to do was take out the daybed and wait for an ele to stroll by, which many did!

 

Inside was a mess of note; the rodents had had fun, gnawed and chewed thatch lay everywhere and every bottle had been knocked off the kitchen shelves.

 

I had a couple of days of bliss with my fellow residents, so many to mention, but their images will eventually appear in a gallery I want to put up.

 

Then came a shocker, my body began to shut down and I was flat and powerless on my bed. I could barely move and couldn’t eat, sleep, drink, move. I managed to make some last minute plans and drove out the reserve the next day, grabbing a vacant seat on a plane back to what had suddenly become my safety. The last place on earth I wanted to be, I had to be, and rather speedily.

 

That was almost a month ago, I have been on machines almost daily since my return but I’ll fill you in on more as and when I can.

 

Love y’all LOTS!